Nothing last long..Cherish what you have now, before it all gone

I tried to convince myself that you don't really exist . And you are just a voice that was kept deep within my soul ,Slowly eating away at me altering all reality. Then you called me. Once i heard, your voice ,my heart begin to shatter again .The pain reminded me what you told me. I try to let the rain wash away the pain. But the pain will always remain. I locked away myself deep inside my heart. Trapped by the loneliness .Entwined by the betrayal .And kept alive by the emptiness I pray to forget you .Let you fade away so i can start afresh But your voice has engraved itself into my memory. Consuming me further into this nightmare leaving me lost And forever bound to the pain....